Suicide by Oc West

So i had written this poem a lil while ago and i jus began to feel it again so im sharing it with my world and faithful readers.

SUICIDE
im so far gone from myself
like the constant memory of you is giving me hell
boys like you make us girls suicidal
and im killin myself in this love i cant get over
Im broken hearted and i dnt feel no more
i cant breath no more cant hear no more
i cant hear myself begging for help from your captivity
let me out!
i dont want to live her no more
locked doors, locked down, locked in and i drown...
in my silent tears that fill up the room
no one to the rescue
Loving boys like you is suicidal
and im dying
slit wrists screaming
closed eyes bleeding
im sick of the grieving
so much about this love
they say you live and u learn
but ive lived and ive crashed and burned.
i know loving aint easy.
please just give me back myself
i signed my name but you didnt stick to the contract
now im killing myself
Day and night im finishing last
cant free my mind of the thoughts of you
and you just dont hear me just dont see me
if you could only see how we aint we
we aint sweet
not livin how life should be
no option left but suicide
so im killing myself in this love for you.

iimjusoc