Just A Few Words From the Heart

Ok so I want my readers to be able to connect with me on all levels. When you read what i write i want you to feel like you know me and you can feel what I'm saying. Ok? Ok, so recently I've experienced the lose of someone very near and dear to me. We all have been though something as such. It not only effected me but alot of people i love. Often when someone passes away you lose touch of yourself and you often get removed from your path in life. That's completely natural but what i realized as the tears flooded my bedroom, is that I am now entitled to live life for him, but we often want to live viciously. I was filled with so much rage as the story was unfolded into my life and i raged in revengeful thoughts, but I again so realized that its not what we were put on earth for. Often in our emotions we do not know how to keep our composure, and we all can attest to it. And when we get to mourning the pain starts to eat away at us but at the same time it sets in that we have to pull forward. The bible says that "he is the resurrection and the light, though he may die, he shall live" and i thought back to that. And i also remembered that the bible says faith is in all things unhoped for. So through all the hard times and tragedy, we must seek into a greater power. Most of us that is God but for some it isn't so i wont be biased. But i say all that to say, when faced with tragedy, you will find FAITH! The first step to removing ones self from mourning is admittance and the knowledge that there is a brighter day. Though hard to accept, you must. It took me over a week to finally get though and it took the support of my family friends and a moment alone in memorial of the life lost to let him know I am living for him positively and alertly to make more of myself in honor of the life i wished he could have had. It is definitely bittersweet, but I am now able to move on.
When in hard times seek into your FAITH, and SMILE
i hope this will help anyone who is going through hard times.
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